Woken Life : Alternative script excerpt

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
euthanasia for disabled people
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^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
i don’t think their lives are “lower” to ours
indeed they do not contribute major way to our economy as you said…
but i think their lives would not be as stressful as ours in that sense
besides, having jobs made specially for them is nothing wrong…
there are non-disabled people who has jobs made for them as well lol

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
their lives aren’t lower, i don’t think so. then why are decisions being made for them? i’m not saying they should be contributing to the economy to exist, i’m saying being trained from young to be a money-making drone just because you’re disabled is less ethical than pitying them

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
eh i doubt they make loads….
but making decisions… it’s again a subjective point of view…

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
they’re not supposed to. otherwise you wont feel good donating

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
lol true
but then again one reason why they don’t make loads is because of the things we teach them
we teach them skills that wouldn’t get them that far
then again… the point on making decisions for them

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
exactly!

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
i think they might feel that they’re the ones making some decisions

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
maybe what if they have genius level iq?

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
like the decision to follow what others set for them

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
ido u really believ that?

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
haha maybe
infact isn’t that true for everyone here? lol
i sometimes feel others are making decisions for other people

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
do u think they get to choose what job skill to learn? or where to work? or wthere to debate what their pay should be?

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
thinking that they’re way above the rest

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
we have the choice

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
while those “under” them
think that they made the choice themselves
lol i think they get to choose which job skill to learn… from a limited range of skills
they can still get to voice their opinions
the only thing is whether people want to and will listen to their voice…
and then again, others (those mean ones) might use the fact that they’re “disabled” to suppress their voice as well

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
and all the while, we’re debating whether by fighting for the rights of the disabled, we’re actually discriminating that they cant do it for tehmselves?

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
probably
but to look at it another way
many discriminate the disabled
and as a result, they themselves might have become afraid of speaking up
so when “we” the “normal” people fight for their rights, it might be actually helping them since they’re afraid to speak up
hmms do i sound like i’m talking in riddles? lol

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
no
there is no right answer
and that’s only because its taboo

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
yeap
haha the thing i said upstairs make it seem that “we” the “normal” people are “heroes” to the disabled -_-
pui lol

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
i can, theoretically, write an entire dialogue about wanting to kill you [say] cos ure irritating, cos you’re a girl bla bla [example!!]
and that would sound better than discssuing whether u deserve to live cos ure disabled

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
lmao

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
and at the heart of the matter, that’s NOT wat it’s abt
it’s not abt deserving to live
who really deserves to live? it’s soo subjective

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
yeah lmao

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
it’s abt whether ure equipped with the right tools to live
and make of life what you will
even in a totalitarian society, you always have choice abt what you wanna do. you can CHOOSE to rebel against the system
or you can CHOOSE to fear the repurcussions and suck it up
Why does disease exist? Biblically, because Eve [it had to be a female!] ate of the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge of Good & Evil and Boss got pissed and said things he shouldn’t have, but Macho Law prevented him from saying sorry and taking it back.

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
lmao
yeah why is there disease
and… actually i don’t believe that in any place anywhere
we always have the choice about what we want to do
there are always some intrinsic barrier we have in ourselves

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
but the barrier is within
and can be removed

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
our mind shuts us from certain possible options we could have chosen
i don’t think it can be removed easily

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
unless u dunno that there’s a barrier

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
some things are rooted deeply
like your culture, morals and values

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
because in your experience, things end there, and there’s nthn beyond
i get what u mena
it’s like what you know is a garden surrounded by a hiigh wall
and what you don’t is outside

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
yea

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
but u don’t know what you don’t know

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
yeah
haha don’t know why
this brings me to the idea of death
we’re trapped in the world of living
so we’ll never know what’s beyond living… the world of death
that’s when we speculate…. is there reincarnation? or we’ll be judged upon the good and bad deeds we’ve accumulated through life?
maybe there’s even nothing beyond the wallos of our world
heh
walls*

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
is reality objective?
and we only perceive a bit of it?
of is what we perceive all there really is?

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
hmmms
i think
sometimes
that the world we’re living in is not the true reality
lmao
-_-”’
i must be dreaming or something lol

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
a dream that u were so sure was real

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
yeah
or maybe… haha
it’s our jail term in the true reality…
like we’ve been given a mind jail sentence

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
the life sentence [pun intended]

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
lmao
but then again, not to say this “life sentence” is really that bad n stuff
i mean, of course there’s suffering in this world, but we can’t deny there are good times to being “alive” here

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
well it’s better than suffering all the time. but is true beauty in a ripple or the stillness befroe the ripple?

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
hmmms they say beauty is subjective lol
are wrinkles beautiful or is the face before getting all wrinkly beautiful? lmao -_-

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
campaignforrealbeauty.org

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
ooo cool
lemme check it out
then what is it that u perceive as true beauty?

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
http://iandravid.blogspot.com/2006_06_01_archive.html
look for a post on beauty
tueday june 06
lol

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
hmms
interesting
i’m doing the face perception test now lol
erps
i have equal preferences for introverts n extroverts lmao

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
it said i like masculine faces lol!

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
lmao
wow their hypothesis is
if the results is the same type as your own personality type
actually i believe
when one is seeking a life partner, somehow or other they’re actually looking for someone like themselves

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
i dont think so. mirrors arecheaper
opposite attract?

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
lol
no idea
somehow i feel for myself
that i’m looking for someone like myself lmao
but then again…
i’m abnormal lmao

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^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
maybe in my past life lol
if there is a past life lol

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
i think when u die, u just die
lol

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^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
[if you commit suicide]those that really care about you will be the ones suffering lol
and to me seeking death prematurely is a act of irresponsibility

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
do u believ in fate?

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
used to
now i think fate is out to play tricks on people lol

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
i believ in fate now
lol

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
?
y?

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
ok, more like destiny
i reasoned, it’s the scientifc way to look at things
science is the search for reason
and if u think there’s a reason for things that happen [phenomena], there’s no reason why there shouldn’t be a reason why things will happen.
even considering study of chaos, or probabalistic quantum mechanics, it’s only more evidence
since there’s are so many possibilities, then there’s no reason why that particular state should be decided upon to continue…u follow?
but what i’m thinking is, there’s a general destiny, a blueprint that says what should be the endsatte at this particular time period in the future, but no instructions on what exactly should happen to achieve that
so u are still in control
limited control
that destiny is your purpose
i think we’re here, alive for a purpose
there must be a purpose
if not, then it’ll be a very cruel joke. an artificial life simulation being monitored [or worse still, neglected] by a more intelligent being
which is why i don’t like believeing in god
when we create things, it’s either a creation or an aid to create some creation

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
then who creates the one that creates all now?
lol

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
exactly, recursive nature of the argument
and even in creating, there is a purpose for that creation
to create and not make known the purpose for creation is sick
to me
u’ll make a good non-theist
u do know buddhism is not theism strictly speaking

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
hmmms nope not aware
lol

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
buddha doesnt promote himself as a god

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
oh yeah
true
haha i agree to the part about not believing in god
but i believe
maybe there’s really no purpose in life

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
in intelligent design.

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
we seek the purpose throughout our lives
to make us feel better

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
if there’s no purpose in life, would u really want to know?

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
so that we don’t feel as though everything that happens is just one big joke
nope

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
taking the blue pill

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
yeah

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
http://www.religioustolerance.org/mpd_did2.htm
Some alters are allergic to penicillin or certain foods, whereas the host personality is not

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
er…. serious?

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
disease is psychosomatic?

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
lol didn’t know that lol
hmmms
lmao
Some therapists claim to have uncovered vegetable and even inanimate personalities.
that’s me when i’m all burnt out
slouching on the sofa like a potato

Swami Jesus : Ser Ian Dravid says:
i’m a little teapot, short and stout
LOL

^sOtOnGfieD^ [桜欄高校ホスト部] * 前お向いてれば また会えますか ~passion~ * says:
LOL!
wow so mrs teapot was only suffering from MDO
MPD
lol

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